Friday, September 9, 2011

Starting Over


so much for 6 months. finally did it. couldn’t take it anymore. i lost a lot from the way my hands shake and my heart is doing double time. drink a couple of quarts of water and some juice and no problem. all better.
i tried and made 6 mos. well now we start over i guess. but maybe i’m not ready to start over yet. maybe i need to do it again tomorrow or next week. maybe all this stuff will swallow me whole and i’ll start and not be able to stop. i dunno anymore.
just know that i feel better and now we can do what we need to do for now.