Saturday, January 18, 2014

just keep telling yourself it'll be okay

9/1/2002

charlie's on his way home. he's had to work all weekend. called to just hear his voice earlier. he could hear the fear and desperation in my voice. he'll be home soon and we won't have to feel so afraid.

the driving need to do some kind of self-injury is quickly becoming more than i can fight. this hurts too much.

he asked about the assignment from lyn. guess it's time to do it since we see her tomorrow and he'll be home to lean on. i'm scared shitless right now.