Friday, January 17, 2014

reality check

9/1/2002

managed to get out of the room for awhile. even got out of the house and spoke to real live offline people!

took apart the couch to launder what can be washed and have steam cleaned the rest. more than my back could handle but am beyond caring at the moment. just really, really needed to get a small break from the stuff swirling around inside.

it's been a long time since we've had such a deluge of memories and emotions and not completely collapsed under the weight of it. was going to cut this morning but managed to ride out the wave until it passed.

feeling extremely unreal the last couple of days. know it was the session friday that got it really going and we'll see what tomorrow with lyn brings. hoping that we don't get too lost in this. it's so damned hard!