Friday, January 10, 2014

Stem the Tide


 Primed and ready for a major meltdown.

That's it in a nutshell. It has been 4 months since we've had time to ourself. If this were only one person, that would be too long. As it is, we're riding the ragged edge. There are only so many small childhood crises and conflicts you can referee before your brain overloads. There is only so much you can give before you're empty. You can only keep up the facade for so long before it shatters from the stress.

Three weeks without a therapist has not helped at all. Unless there is a miracle, we won't make the appointments scheduled for Friday and Monday.

I should tell Charlie I'm ready to punch holes in the walls before I start a huge fight for no good reason. I"m about three weeks overdo for a roaring bender.